Adam Fucking Frantz

Letter #17 – September 1, 2014

Sitting here in prison I have a lot of time to think. Those of you who know me well, know that I don’t carry around regrets. My life, my state as a human being is a direct result of the choices I’ve made and experiences I’ve had. I AM happy with who I am regardless of present circumstances. Life may be uncomfortable and un-enjoyable presently, but I do have a lot to look forward to in life. One thing, one very big thing, that I’ve come to realize in this time is that I am here, in prison, because I didn’t believe in myself. I WAS the owner of the #1 streetfighter website in the world. My writing was being regularly published in multiple foreign publications. My photographs accompanied those words and on two occasions adorned the covers of the magazines. I was creating clothing that sold every last stitch ever created. I was half of a team that created a very professional magazine of our own for a short time. Now in all my “spare time” amidst all that, unbeknownst to everyone I knew, I was spending a lot of time involved in criminal activities. I did it so I would have a back up plan, just in case. But honestly, I didn’t need it…I just wanted to have it there in case of SOMETHING where I’d need some stupid exorbitant amount of money. Nothing of the sort ever came up. If I had simply been willing to struggle for a while and spent all my time on my company, it could have been a very successful business. I could have utilized my forum and magazine to really sell advertising space. I could have pushed the clothing line to more products and higher quantities. I could have further distributed the magazine. I could have done a lot more. Instead I made some easy money so I didn’t have to worry “what if?” I was afraid of failure. I didn’t believe in myself, that I could succeed on my own. Looking back it is so stupid, but I’ve learned from it. Now I’m ready to devote myself. I believe in myself. I’ve learned from my failures and am not scared to risk a chance in life – a LEGAL chance that is. Don’t limit yourself like I did. I held my life back by not believing. That is not a mistake I’ll make again.
Keep the Faith alive
AFF

2 Responses to “Letter #17 – September 1, 2014”

  • oldrider:

    Your family & friends still believe in you also. We all make many mistakes during our lives, but learning from those mistakes is what’s important. 😀

  • Hello my friend,

    Whoever you are and you are publishing this stuff for Adam, say hello from his friend from Romania. I just got his leter and I am going to write him back.

    All the best!

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